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ah yes! things are slowy getting better.at last its working. hahah yay for me! =) been going out the past three days...didden do work...so dead tomorrow i swear ahaha...time is passing normally again! >_< no more sloooow sloooow sloooow days! which is very good i think!
im going to forget everything that happened...i'll make myself...at least until exams are over...but still, i dont know where i'll go from there...nvm, it can wait. but maybe theres no point waiting...so confusing suddenly haha...oh well =)
[pretending your happy is good]
[cuz it actually works]
[think about the good things]
[forget about the bad things]
[but what if good and bad are the same]
[im cheery yet moody]
[im happy yet sad]
[im awake yet asleep]
[im everything you wished for yet im not the one]
[im honest yet i lie]
[i say i dont care but i do]
[i say i've forgotten you but your still on my mind]
[i say i dont need you but i miss you so much]
[i say i dont need a hug but i miss your touch]
[i say i dont need a goodnight but a hello will do]
[i know you will never say it but i wished i heard "i love you too"]
[i know you never felt right but it seemed like it did]
[i say i dont rmb you but i see your face when i close my eyse]
[but i mean it]
[when i say im trying so hard]
[to get this over with]
[and i mean it]
[and i know it]
[that i still love you]
[do you know that?]
[did you feel the same?]
but i hope you dont feel like this
cuz it'l make you sad
be happy like you always are!
and i know you'll go very far
haha that was lame =) good night everyone! yawn -_-"