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so much has been happening these past few weeks..so many things happening,good and bad of course...
quarreled with mummy today when we came home...we went out to watch movies earlier today, unleashed and hitchhikers guide to the galaxy... was kinda niec...but when told her that i was going jamming in the night, could tell that she was disappointed...but she like never say anythin about it la...then came home i told her i going to meet matthew early she just like blew...then we quarreled...then shout shout shout then she left the house...i never felt so worrired about anyone before...i was like "shit i hope she doesn do anythin stupid "...hai..turns out she just went to meet my dad back at the office...then i talked to her on the phone, then i msg her la...then she sent this veh nice nice msg back to me...stupid woman made me cry at the bus stop...haha... i decided that i should stop fooling around and get down to business...i cant just go on wasting my life away...and want to go back doing the things that made my life so worthwhile like just over a year back...like my cca and the servers...im think i might ctually be going for the red cross camp next week from monday till wednesday...think it might be good, haven seen them all for awhile...kinda actually miss them...
the party is this sunday...i dont know if we can make it in time...so many more songs to learn and to perfect..shit i so do not want to embarass myself on sunade kk...and sundae also got our soccer match in the morning...so its actually quite a big big dae...hai...
i decided to start studying again...i noe its going to be hard and long time climbing back up, when i just hope and pray that i can make it...
i want to go to the adoration room in church again tomorrow...its been ages since i last went there to pray...i need His guidance once again...
you noe i have like mixed feelings now...im so damn confused...i just dunno wad to do...
im going to stop this habit on saturday,maybbe friday... i can go on like this, i have to stop it once and for all and not go back...
everything seems so blur now...but somehow it also seems clear? i dunno how to explain la...veh confusing...