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i dont understand at all, not at all...why is it always lidat? why is it im always on the losing end?why is it im always the one feeling down...why is it that im always the one who wants to cry...WHY IS IT THAT I CANT RECEIVE THE SAME LOVE I GIVE BACK!!! i noe im being damn selfish but i really cant help it, i cant take it...
you always say "its the feeling"...well cant your feelings change?why cant you see! WHY! why make me feel so hurt? k,maybe im making myself feel hurt but wadeva la...
i dont know why the f im waiting,i dont know why im still putting myself through all this, i dont know anything anymore...im at a total loss...everything is going wrong wrong wrong...and where are you when i need you? wait, i cant have you so forget it...i just wanna SHOUT OUT LOUD right now...i just wanna CRY right now...so gay to cry but who cares la...
when will you ever change your mind?when will you ever see huh huh huh? but like even if you change your mind, should i accept it? should i put myself through it? but it might not even happen,but if it does, how? wad should i do? wad will i do? im so confused...
CONFUSED
IRRITATED
ANGRY
PISSED
JEALOUS
DISAPPOINTED
SAD
CAUGHT UP
BOTTLED UP
STUPID
DUMB
IDIOTIC