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hey everyone! its new year's eve! quite exciting huh?! yep...well, i feel like summing up the whole year so i think i shall...
this whole year has been one hell of an eventfull year...so many tings have happened, good and bad...let's see...
JANUARY: school started and mid-way thru the first month, i started going astray...with all the fighting and smoking,it was apparent that it would take a toll on my studies...
FEBURARY: by the end of january i think, i broke up with her...was actually better for her...cuz she got to go with him...and at this point of time this yaer, i got frome bad to worse...
MARCH: this was one screwed up month...i got to know charmaine...and she was a bitch...hell she was 2-timing me...so i broke up with her at the end of the month...my mum also found out about me smoking arund the third week and i got grounded and all...my mum would follow me wherever i went, just to ensure i quitted smoking...at that point, i thot she was such a bitch, a sucker and all...but now, im so thankfull and glad that she helped me to stop...I LOVE YOU MUM!
APRIL: my mum was still continuing to follow me around...then one night in april i pleaded with her and my dad to give me on more chance, one more shot at this...and i took it well at first...i accidentally slipped back abit and took a few sticks...oh well, she found out agian and i explained to her that it would take some time to quit...i eventually did it by the end of april...
MAY: examz were round the corner...i was still playing and all, thinking that i was very safe and all...then i totally screwed up my exams...i flunked maths and chinese...had to see my vice-principal and he advised me on what to do and all yep...
JUNE: holodays! hahaha...yep...had to do alot of hoilday homework, decided to try to turn over a new leaf...haha...worked out well for me in the end...i got to know this special someone better...but she was currently attatched, so i guess i just waited...but i wasnt sure...but by the end of the month,both of us were sure that we fancied each other...but that we could do nothing about it...haha...
JULY: started to get very very involved in the servers...heard about the up-coming youth camp and decided to volunteer to help out with the planning...attended alot of meetings and stuff...
AUGUST: national day month! [like im so excited liddat]haha...by the start of august, i found out that things were just maybe not possible between the 2 of us...so i decided to just let her be...but i was hurting inside...
SEPTEMBER: another exam month, did quite well, as in i improved..but it was not enuff so i decided to work even harder...i think the start of the old folks home thingy was here....at this point in time, i started to drift apart from my friends...was a very depressing month for me...i tried not to think too much about it, but i realised that i had to change...
OCTOBER: Prayer Through Song! haha...otherwise known as PTS! this was one of the most enriching months for me! i kinda got back to god after all the music practices and all...was really a spirituall time for me...and somewhere inside me, i knew i had to change for the better....i asked this dear friend how to...and she told me...and i worked hard to get my friends back...and for all of you out here... I LOVE YOU ALL! no matter all the quarrels we had, and friction, i still love you all!
NOVEMBER: there was confirmation 2 camp...it was fun...got to know a great deal of people better...haha...had to play for the mass and praise and worship but it was all good...i got to know VANESSA so much better at this camp! my gosh, diddent know she was so, out spoken? hahaha...i kinda crushed on her again...and then she told me a few things yeah...dont really wanna say them here...kinda started to talk to each other alot and all...haha...but i guess it was just an infatuation...
DECEMBER: time was running out for the planning committee for CAMP BANYAN. we were put to the test in getting everything organised...we finally did it in the end! hahaha...we stuck together through thick and thin and im glad that i've found these new friends in YC and G2...i also made friends outside the planning committee and that was a PLUS point for me!hahaha...cuz i didden really get to spend as much time as i would have liked to with the campers....during the night of the affirmations, i wrote this special someone something...telling her that i missed her and all...and telling her of our memories...i didden noe that i was actually asking her for another chance...hahaha....after camp, i asked her for another chance, and she said yes! hahahahahaha...yep...then was christmas and all which was all jolly good fun!
overall, this year has been a learning experience for me...looking back and thinking how much i've changed from my bad ways, im thankfull for everyone who has helped me...especially God... yup so tatz abt it... this super long entry...haha...take care and god bless! i love all of you! dont forget to TAG!